Realizations... =)

HAPPY V DAY TO ONE AND ALL!!!!

yup.. today is that time of yr, where everything is marked up 150% and girls expect guys to match Bill Gates, yes what a wonderful commercialised world we live in..

I came to a realization... That in life.. there are only two possible paths.. doing things that one regrets and doing things that one does not (gee DUH!!!) i did something i regret..yet for some divine reason.. at the last minute it became something ill always remember... I went baq into my r/s wif only half a heart..being wary and all.. yet i couldnt take it.. and i heard the sweetest words too " It takes two hands to clap" yes!! she had finally realised that i can t do everything on my own, that it takes two people.. yet... i feel like a bastard.. for saying the things i had... for even thinking f going into the r/s half hearted.. im appaled at myself.... in life one asks for forgiveness... but true forgiveness can only come from within.. and itll be sometime before i forgive myself for that... Im giving it another shot.. and this time i aint holdin baq.. its worth it... its gonna be better and ill give it my all... wad a strange world we live in..
anyway.. bettter study now.. EXAM TOMOLO!!! muahahahahhahahahah.. k im mad hee


Cheers

CJ